Mid Reflection - Forever Alone Lyrics

The time i wasted isolated's making me hallucinate
Losing faith in the human race refusing to communicate
It's true i made some huge mistakes that always seemed to duplicate
Through using stupid ways of choosing an excuse to make
And you could say that i'm the person who's to blame
My mood will change the minute i see a reason to live
Or even exist and these are the feelings i need to resist
As it seems to be keeping me from the freedom i've missed
Why do pitiless idiots always seem to have it pretty good
And why am i so hideous or am i just oblivious
Cause i all i want is someone i can cherish and love
Put in effort to my method but it's never enough
And now i've shown the signs that i will be alone for life
As nothing's ever going right and very soon i won't survive
It's no surpise overtime i've been in a slow decline
Knowing i'm approacing my own demise

Forever alone, forever alone
The truth hurts and i'm letting it show
Life can be so unfair
I'm doing my best yet no one cares
Forever alone, forever alone
I'm having visions i could never condone
My happiness will never be found
While these thoughts keep letting me down

It's a muddle gaining f*ck all with this subtle importance
Coupled with boredom as the struggle doubles with troubling thoughts and
Now i'm puzzled doing nothing but watching telly in silence
It's almost like i'm stuck in a solitary confinement
And why do people tell me i don't talk enough
Cause when i do i get ignored so dunno why you brought it up
If you and your associates came in my world of loneliness
It won't be good but then you might know why it's odious
They say you need to find yourself but still i'm trapped inside this shell
And it's like i'm held in a giant cell where i've got time to dwell
I might aswell just end this life of hell what i'm tryna tell
Is that these aren't just lyrics i've written they're more a cry for help
Cause i'm sick of always being on my lonesome
Like i'm frozen on an island in the middle of the ocean
Mixed emotions feeling broken i don't need all this commotion
I'm open to end my life at any moment

Forever alone, forever alone
The truth hurts and i'm letting it show
Life can be so unfair
I'm doing my best yet no one cares
Forever alone, forever alone
I'm having visions i could never condone
My happiness will never be found
While these thoughts keep letting me down

Forever alone, forever alone
The truth hurts and i'm letting it show
Life can be so unfair
I'm doing my best yet no one cares
Forever alone, forever alone
I'm having visions i could never condone
My happiness will never be found
While these thoughts keep letting me down