Mid Reflection - Outcast Lyrics

It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser
Being the target of all your spiteful rumors
It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser

People tried to play me like an instrument and break me like a ligament
Those incidents of insignificance were no coincidence
Cause i never imagined that i'd be in that predicament
And if you think i brought it on myself then you are ignorant
Inconsiderate citizens or whatevers equivalent
Goin' school was like livin' years of imprisonment
While innocent lookin' over my shoulder staying vigilant
From irritants that would try and move to me like they're immigrants
That are crossing the continant like it was an accomplishment
They didn't care as long as they'd gotten their dominence
From a lot of intolerance it was knocking my confidence
To the point i'd be happy to have a loss of the oxegen
I wanted to runaway like a missing pet
When they were giving threats on written text over the internet
I'd live depressed and sit in bed smokin' all these cigarettes
I didn't get why it had to be me that they would disrespect

It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser
Being the target of all your spiteful rumors
It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser

I mean hell will i look up from the ground when i die
Or look down from the sky guess i've got a mountain to climb
I've been counting the time ever since 2 thousand and nine
When i wanted out of this life without a doubt in the mind
I try to air my stupid rivals and the enemies cussin'
Cause i'm aware i'm suicidal you're not tellin' me nothin'
I know it sounds surreal but it's really how i feel
I try hard but my heart isn't made out of steel
So if you wanna take a dig and make a fib then go ahead
I won't expect you not to cause it's not like you will show respect
I know it's best i don't detest anything that you jokers said
So instead i'll ignore it cause it could bring me a load of stress
Like life in school back when i wasn't liked at all
And i'm a fool for thinkin' i had friends that were reliable
The fights and brawls i've had really should never of happened
But i'd fully get bullied worse than you could ever imagine

It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser
Being the target of all your spiteful rumors
It wasn't easy as an outcast
I didn't wanna show my face like i'm Kenny from South Park
It wasn't easy as high school loser
Being the target of all your spiteful rumors