Nigga now I'm 21
I done had plenty fun, I told Ski pour me plenty rum
Till I got out that slump and niggas were my brothers but they hating what could have I done
I call these niggas Beyblades, they turn on everyone
Shorty on my line wanna spend time learning about the boy
Spending all my time up in my room and rap to fill the void
Nobody was there when I was down and was feeling destroyed
Niggas in my town ain't moving different, they just going nowhere
I can't be the same, my greatest fear
Tell me where I can some peace in this hemisphere
I'm focused on bettering myself every year
I don't need no one else I told myself when I had my eyes spilling tears
But when my heart tears, it heals and becomes stronger and now you cannot be here
With me, feeling Whitney just like Post Malone
I know they'll wanna ride along so I when I post, I post alone
50 likes gon turn to 50,000 when I write a song that will be playing all up on they ears
Mama know the kid is gone and she can't interfere
But mama know your kid ain't gone, I'm still mentally here
But I closed down like Sears and opening up gets harder every year
Missing all my niggas cause I don't see them often
Also my little bro, I gotta kill regrets before I'm the one in the coffin
Grandpa coughing, grandma always in the hospital
I'm always stuck in the middle, wish I could solve all these riddles
I cannot feel sorry for you
Can't be scared to lose
You gotta stay cool
Too few choose
Chasing what I knew
Gave you what I could but I'm through with you
Social media content constantly be f*cking with my brain cause all you bitches act the same
And new rappers tryna get it too when you've been rapping for two months
Been years since I've worked on these tunes
Always walking ain't stopping even when cold nights
Kept reoccurring, swimming in this current, it got stronger now
But to be the greatest was my vow, but I'm older now
Midas keep marketing the ins and out of your mind
Say the people that don't take time to pay attention to these rhymes
I go faster when it's steep, I come faster when it's deep
And yes shorty was for the streets but the way she did it so sweet
But I'm tryna find one to keep
Ski can relate on this topic but we facing nonesense, every time I get a lil more toxic
Days flying by when tryna get a bag you get exhausted
I'm sprinting for this cake isn't that a lil bit ironic
I wanted you to stay but you didn't, now my pain chronic
Now I'm diving in her ocean hoping I won't drown in it
And in my town I love it but I can't be stuck to it
She wanna play The Weeknd cause she know we'll f*ck to it
Can't see you before the weekend cause I gotta make music
I gotta see the world and show my niggas I can do it, I'll pursue it, don't confuse it
My mind is always fleeting hoping one day I won't lose it
These niggas pick and choosing never ride for a nigga
Never lie for a nigga, switching sides on a nigga
Now goodbye to your niggas ah