I can't
No I won't choose to believe it
They haunt me endlessly
Give it ten or twenty years
Time fixes everything
Or so they say
But I'm still waiting
I'm not getting better I know
I gave up on that dream a long long time ago
Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed
I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems
They're only bad dreams
Stop drop
Roll back your eyes now
Count down from ten
Go to your happy place
Stone skin and cracked faces
Their eyes they multiply
And my skin it consumes me
Pulling off my flesh
Will it ever end
Growing teeth just to feel
The existential dread
I've lost everything
Over and over again
Over and over again
I bleed relentlessly
I hope it's just a dream
Because I'm not better
Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed
I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems
They're only bad dreams
Night terror
Red phantom
You make me want to bleed bleed bleed
Who I used to be
Is pouring out of me
Are you satiated
Are you satisfied