midwxst - Sin Lyrics

I haven't felt the same ever since you left my side
I reminisce about the times that we had, it was a lie
We built a bond that was so strong, it's so hard to cut them ties
But it's so hard to move on, so hard to get you out my mind
Pain comes rushing in
Cold breeze of the wind
I can never win
Living with my sin
Pain comes rushing in
Cold breeze of the wind
I can never win
Living with my sin
Bond has broken, it can't come back
So much time passes, feels like a lapse'
I hide my pain with a smile, a mask
I keep getting off track, I can't stay on task
Don't try to help me it's too late
I signed my name I sealed my fate
Might take the Reaper on a date
Lots on my mind I contemplate
Dead on the scene, there's caution tape
I try to focus, concentrate
All of these dark thoughts every day
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
Don't give me pity, I don't want your opinion on my life
You play with me and my emotions, play a tune with your own fife
And every time you think you're helping you just put me in more strife
It's so hard to come up with words, it's just so hard to damn describe
These feelings in my head and in my thoughts
I always push away those who wanna talk
Fake friends all around me start to fade like chalk
There's a long road ahead and its a longer walk
I haven't felt the same ever since you left my side
I reminisce about the times that we had, it was a lie
We built a bond that was so strong, it's so hard to cut them ties
But it's so hard to move on, so hard to get you out my mind