midwxst - Sorry Lyrics

I feel sorry for myself cus' I really wanna change
I can never break my cycle, I always end up the same
And I thought I could help, but I end up causing pain
I'm so sorry I can't help, but I'm feeling so deranged
I just wanna go home, go to bed, lay down to rest
I feel like I'm always under all this motherf*cking stress
Why does everything I touch turn into a f*cking mess
Why does everything you say end up in my f*cking head
I do not know who I can trust right now
Put my guard up I cannot back down
Call for help, I did not hear a sound
I'm a joke I feel like a f*cking clown
Keep my mouth closed I do not make a sound
Keep my head low, yeah, I keep my head down
Hope I fall in a lake and hope that I drown
And I lost myself and I can't be found
Lost at this point, yeah, I feel like a failure
Trying to adjust but I am not a damn tailor
Stuff in the back of my head like a trailer
Hates me right now, but I know she'll thank me later
Why you such a faker, acting like a player
Why you wanna cater your love, you're a hater
Think that I'll forgive you, bloodstains on my tissue
Don't even know the issue, I think that I miss you
Why you such a faker, acting like a player
Why you wanna cater your love, you're a hater
Think that I'll forgive you, bloodstains on my tissue
Don't even know the issue, I think that I miss you
I feel sorry for myself cus' I really wanna change
I can never break my cycle I always end up the same
And I thought I could help, but I end up causing pain
I'm so sorry I can't help, but I'm feeling so deranged