Mika B - crave Lyrics

Met you late September, I can't forget that night
I saw you across the room in the flashing lights
Eyes met, nothing said
It's like I've known you my whole life
I wish somebody told me what I'd be in for
All the pain I'm bleeding, now my heart is sore
Maybe it's for the best that you walk away
But I can't lie, you were my favorite game to play
Now you're walking away
And I can't beg you to stay
You were my biggest mistake
You were everything I craved
Now I can't look at you the same
I'm left battered and bruised
Torn and worn and used
No, you can't fix me
Now you wanna walk away
You got nothing left to say
Leave me battered and bruised
Torn and worn and used
No, you can't fix me
Maybe you're misunderstood
But I don't understand
It's not the story I planned
You were supposed to hold me through it all, baby
Not watch me as I fall
I was in love with you at the end of the day
And I stupidly thought
Someday you'd finally change
For you, I was a lesson
For me, you were the one
But now I know I was just your favourite game to play
Now you're pushing away
Wish you would beg me to stay
You were my biggest mistake
You were everything I craved
Now I can't look at you the same
I'm left battered and bruised
Torn and worn and used
No, you can't fix me
Now you can watch me walk away
And you got nothing left to say
Leave me battered and bruised
Torn and worn and used
No, you can't fix me
I would've lost myself to find you
When you don't know who you are
I would've hurt myself to love you
When you can't fathom love at the start
Tryna hand you the love you never got at home
Don't wanna leave you alone
But now you're on your own
Maybe loving you is just muscle memory
I got attached to the first person I could see
Maybe I've searched for love since I was young
Maybe I'm the reason that we're done
But you gave me something I needed my whole life
A man to hold me, tell me it's alright
Left broken by the broken boy
Shattered promises like a glass toy