I don't even know what I'm tryin' to say
I'm just so sorry
I know I've apologized a hundred times
But please just humor me
Cause I don't even really sleep no more
All I see is you
And I don't even know what I'm tryin' to do
Can't believe I hurt you
1, 2, ready, and
Cause when I close my eyes
I see the tears I caused that night
When I hurt you inside
And I don't know what I gotta do
But I gotta make it up to you
Cause I can't forget that night
The things that I do come alive in my mind
I sit here at night and I think of the times
That we once shared when our love was alive
But because of my crimes we've left it behind
Oh how I love you my beautiful friend
I guess in the end we all just pretend
That we were both fine and there is no resent
But i See the tears you're holding within
"I'm so f*ckin sorry"
That's all I could say
I gave no attention to all of your pain
I brushed it off and you went away
Then I was alone and I was to blame
Than you did something I'll never forget
Forgave me and told me you feel no resent
And I know to this day I carry a debt
Cause if you never came back I know I'd be dead
Cause when I close my eyes
I see the tears I caused that night
When I hurt you inside
And I don't know what I gotta do
But I gotta make it up to you
Cause I can't forget that night
