Outro Video (MV)

I wish someone told me the definition of maturity
Is accepting all the apologies you won't receive
Pointless to wear my heart on my sleeve
When I'd give an arm and a leg just to have you with me
And I never understood the resent you had for me
I pray you find peace even if it means being the villain in your story
Still never tell the secrets that you told me
Maybe you should grow up
Maybe you should show me
So much talking for what
Just to end up lonely
Helped you discover yourself
Thought I was trying to change you
Gave you all of myself
For you to walk away too
Can't get you out my mind you're always on
Won't let me know your feelings till they're gone
The same way fights wont end unless I'm wrong
Is the same way you won't listen till I put it in a song, understand
I lost myself trying to find us
But I
Still wish you could've stayed with me
Still find it hard to trust
Can't help but wish that you were right here
My Friends asking me when you gone be satisfied dude
Already copped one degree, then you went and got two
Said that you want the Tesla, and now you want the coupe
I never jumped off the porch, only hopped off the stoop
And it's true
Hard to slow down when there's so many looking up to me
Grew up in poverty, I wanted luxury
Not satisfied cause expectations catching up to me
So it's no surprise that all this comes with the discovery of
A mindset clouded by the thoughts of an impostor
Like I made the team but don't belong on the roster
Like everything I am's not everything I worked so hard for
The struggle to be content and the need to always want more
When did what I want overshadow what I've done
Why does where I'm going matter more than where I'm from
Did I forget the journey to the person I've become
And will I still be the same when everything's all said and done
I found myself trying to keep up
But I
Think I lost sight of everything
Of everything
Passed up just so I could catch up, well
Passed up on what we could call love
Past loves I could never be stuck with
But I know that you could never hate me yeah
Cause I know you relate to me yeah
Just be patient with me
With me
I changed myself tryna chase love
But I
Changed and forgot and what made me me
What made me me
I'm finding it now