Milennial - Happiness Lyrics

Yo
Yo
I'm simultaneously good hearted and also cold
Disrespect me you gon' probably get a broken nose
Just do not upset me that's all i ask, plus be real
And I can give this shit all I have
You can trust I will
That doesn't sound like a bad deal, does it
So help me try and understand why
While I had your back, you doesn't
I oughta say bye, but it's hard
I'm like attached or something
You can't hold in no lies
I can read you acting suss
If you just told me, all eyes and ears I am
I just need the truth
I dont give a f*ck about if we gon' fight
It's a dispute / And yeah there's been a few
So what the f*ck you hiding? Let it spew
Cause there aint no exuse. Forget it
I wont buy it anywho
What am I gonna do
Well I'ma cheat on you too to get even
There's no hope in me leaving this relo
I'm caught in you weaving
Your f*cking web / My arachnid
We're back and forth with the beating
One f*cking step is attack
To the jugular you aint breathing
No more
This is what you wanted
Remember that
When you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
This is bullshit
My life has been one big, fat joke
Because you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
Yo
I used to believe in a life that's just
What you make of it / I been waiting
On some kind of love
That's not on a string
Have to make the other side or jump
I been falling in a pit of whores
F*cking liars and cunts
Soul committed so many times
Engaged twice and gypped
Both times, by cheaters
Had my mind in bits
Why couldn't I see it
These demons in disguise / Some bitch
Now I'm sick of
F*cking around so I decide to quit
I'm not sinking down any lower
To stoop that level / I'm on my own
I'm grown. I can hack being single at home
It's better this way anyway
I aint a suitable mate at this point
Cause I'm an asshole, yay
It don't take much for me to snap these days
I don't play no games
You f*ck around I'ma smack your face
Whether in bad taste
I won't entertain no more of using
Abusing my brain, it's insane
The thought of that's confusing
In a bad way
This is what you wanted
Remember that
When you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
This is bullshit
My life has been one big, fat joke
Because you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
I don't know why it had to get to this point
But it did
To the point that I'm burnt out
And I want forever to just
Reverse how
I feel about my sex; the opposite
I'm single now and I don't want no erections
F*ck this shit
Cause I wanna be repulsed by hoe ass and not
Have to battle the urge whenever bitches ask for cock
And I know that shit's absurd, but it's worse / gassing up
What you think is real that isn't
What you really be getting's conditioned to bare it
Getting used and having no control
Of the situation you in / The sick sensation begins
Of you acting on impulse
Doing shit to say shit to sting
This shit is over now
I don't know what 'relationship' is
Watch me fall to the ground
Who's gonna pull me up now
The world's on my shoulders
I don't know how else to combat but to hold it
These girls are the coldest
I feel no coming back to this roller coaster
Of emotions
Told ya's I'm over. Packed
This commotion is wack
This is what you wanted
Remember that
When you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
This is bullshit
My life has been one big, fat joke
Because you lie / What is happiness
I want some back
This isn't the life I chose
But if I could go back, I won't
Cause I don't want everything
I've been through to mean nothing
So I keep pushing on
And hope that it's not too long
Before I get somewhere
Cause my trust has been broke so many times
That noone can get it back
I feel no love of any kind
And if you don't know what the f*ck I've been through
You do not wanna f*ck with me
You don't want to f*ck with me
Haha
Hahaha