Milkbath - Lilu, lately Lyrics

Lilu, lately it's been hard to live without you
This year sucker punched my soul
And it'd be nice to talk about it

Stealing looks through your impossibly long lashes
Lilu, lately it's not easy, though I know you tend to doubt it

Lilu, lately
Lilu, lately

I don't know if I want you or want to be you
I don't know if there's a difference
Sitting on the windowsill when it's raining
Falling down the stairs with a black eye

Lilu, lately it's been taking so much longer
To believe in my capacity to be unlimited
Would you hold me for a minute in your memories
Sometimes closure feels fake but sometimes it's oh so needed

Lilu, lately
Lilu, lately