Milli Flows - I'll See You Soon Lyrics

I write this letter from the cradle to the grave
Got me wearing skin and fitting in until the end of days
I just wanna hang myself displayed for all the world to see
Get me closer to the gates I know you're waiting there for me
Tried astral projection through the sky to meet you at the light
Woke up in a sweat and think I knew I had to say goodbye
But it's hard to rid you from my mind so I won't sleep tonight
It's hard to rid you from my mind so I won't sleep tonight

La da da dah dah dah
La da da dah dah dah dah
I don't wanna sleep tonight
I don't wanna breathe tonight
La da da dah dah dah
La da da dah dah dah dah
I don't wanna be alive
See you on the other side

If I could stop the flow of time
A year ago dear love of mine
I think that we'd be happy here
I'm just a little selfish dear
If I could change the flow of time
A year ago then I'd rewind
I don't think you'd be happy here
The traumas done I'm seeing clear

Find me under street lights
Wasted in the night time
Drag me to your blood room
Say she wanna die too
Find me in your white lights
Bury me with black ice
Hide me in your blood room
Sing me sings to die too

I pledge aligiance to the lie
That it will go away with time
Leave me in the dead space
I know you're in a good place

Hear me on the left side
Feel me on the right side
Schizophrenic state of mind
Can't escape it if I tried

Kill me from the left side
Take me to the bright lights
Dopamine and clozapine
I'll see you in the after life

La da da dah dah dah
La da da dah dah dah dah
I don't wanna sleep tonight
I don't wanna breathe tonight
La da da dah dah dah
La da da dah dah dah dah
I don't wanna be alive
See you on the other side