[Intro]
Amber streetlights, I'm faded again
Lost in memories I can't pretend
Saint Petersburg nights, they all blend in
Where my demons and angels descend
[Verse 1]
Empty bottles on leather seats
Designer drugs make the pain feel sweet
Ghost through streets where my bloodline bleeds
Family portraits, they haunt my dreams
Trust fund baby with golden chains
But all this wealth can't wash off these stains
Mama's crying behind closed doors
While I chase highs on these foreign shores
[Chorus]
Amber nights, keep me frozen in time
Beautiful ruins inside my mind
Can't escape from these golden cages
Trapped in memories, turning pages
Amber nights, they crystallize
All my trauma, all these lies
Beautiful ruins, that's what we are
Burning bright like a dying star
[Verse 2]
Studio sessions till dawn breaks through
Mixing vodka with morning dew
Orthodox choirs in my headphones
Making music from broken homes
Legacy weighs like chains of gold
Stories that never should be told
Daddy's empire, mama's tears
Been running from this shit for years
[Chorus]
Amber nights, keep me frozen in time
Beautiful ruins inside my mind
Can't escape from these golden cages
Trapped in memories, turning pages
Amber nights, they crystallize
All my trauma, all these lies
Beautiful ruins, that's what we are
Burning bright like a dying star
[Outro]
Fading out like these city lights
Another pill to survive the night
Saint Petersburg, won't let me go
Preserved in amber, forever cold