Milo Nova - Neon Walls Lyrics

[Intro]
Shadows in my mind, they never fade away
Father's hidden tapes keep haunting me today
3 AM confessions, secrets in the dark
Guess we're not so different, both just playing parts

[Verse 1]
Popping pills to numb the pain that I suppress
Corporate puppet show, yeah, I must confess
Found your old recordings hidden in the walls
Soviet concrete where all my dreams dissolve
Daddy's little secret, underground mixtapes
While you rock that suit and tie, living fake to fake
Now I know the truth behind your plastic smile
Both of us just trapped here, running wild

[Chorus]
Can't escape these demons that we share
Broken mirrors everywhere
Your reflection haunts these halls
Watch me as I f*cking fall
Yeah, we're both just wearing masks
Till the drugs kick in at last
Living lies we can't erase
In this f*cked up time and space

[Verse 2]
Saint Petersburg at night feels like a cage
Tech startup dreams can't kill this f*cking rage
Codeine in my system makes the pain feel sweet
While your ghost keeps echoing through every beat
Wonder if you feel it when you lay awake
All these expectations that we had to fake
Guess we're both just rebels who forgot to fly
Living double lives until we die

[Bridge]
Fragments of your voice keep breaking through
All the lies I told, they sound like you
Maybe we're the same, just different time
Different poison, same f*cking crime

[Outro]
Shadows in my mind, they never fade away
Father's hidden tapes still haunting me today
3 AM confessions turn to morning light
Guess we'll keep pretending everything's alright