Misao McGregor - somewhere west Lyrics

I wish I could quit you and forget about the rest
I wish I could be myself,
Maybe move out somewhere west
But even in the open air
I'll still feel like a mess
Meditate or medicate,
I can't get you out of my head

But all I want to do is be
Without an inkling of shame or regret
A simple existence without any threat
All I want to do is write
A story you can't touch
So I can sleep in peace at night

I wish I could pick up a verse
Without diving in this hole
(I wanna dive right in this hole)
I wish I could grow old fast
And have a birthday cake and all
(Will i ever come out? Will I ever come out?)
And when I look into the candle flame
There's no way in hell I'll remember your name
And I'll no longer feel small

'Cause all I want to do is try
To take a moment, be proud of myself
See all that I've done without you by my side
All I want to do is take
The time I'm given here
There's not much left of me to break

(There's not much left of me to break, ooh)
I wish I could quit you and forget about the rest