Miserabilis - Mad Lyrics

You think you've become something new
And someone will be lovin you
Who's foolin you?
Think that you grew up after it broke your f*ckin heart
Remained the same disabled face without any conscious base
And even if you broken
Your mouth must be shut and never opened
Come on, just admit that you will never grow
Mentally you are the same boy nobody depended on
Embarrassing living your fate you barely can make it better
Embracing your stupid mistakes, but never still send a right letter
Alright, wooden house with two floors and fireplace
Beautiful Canadian views, turquoise lake, dog's happy face
No happiness, regrets will erase your liveliness from your way
You will be totally lost - the mood in which you wanna to stay

You're on the run
From the mistakes you have overdone
Runnin from the single thing you succeed at Im f*ckin done
You think the fate was chosen but you f*ckin made it up
Always hated harm from the memories
Now you the one who is buried
Carry your fate like a burden
I have no faith in your learnings
You thought fake feeling occuring
Now you face me and you lurking
Im hoping
I'm gonna rule this I'm gonna play
I'm the mind movements causing you pain
I'm the dementia rotting your brain
Here living so long you fading away

Remember
I am the reflection of your soul that makes you tender
Using me as a mask, hypocrite tryna look better
Never anyone would ever say a letter
Or be ready for being intended with the one who's so pathetic
Maybe it's pleasant
Gaining all experience you lost again
It in vain in hope you renovating
But it all just helpless
Time to show the cards, I have all four aces
Isn't that coincidence that they look like shovel parts?

Promise me you'll die
Promise you I rise
Remember one grave
You never been brave
Promise me you'll die (and I will take your place)
Promise you i rise (never be the same)
Remember one grave (you fell in one day?)
Never been brave (being born again)