I'll be just fine when I'm falling apart
I'll be alright sitting here in the dark
I see the light when I'm closing my eyes
I think tonight I am ready to die
And I've been running out of time again I know
The scars are deep within my mind I feel so torn
And I've been lost in this divide between my soul
I pray to hell that I will die I feel so cold
In love with
The feeling
My heart is
Not beating
I feel so
Defeated
My wrists are always bleeding
Each is day is
Repeated
My heart ain't
Conceited
Pill popping
Still tripping
Inside I'm suffocating
I'll be just fine when I'm falling apart
I'll be alright sitting here in the dark
I see the light when I'm closing my eyes
I think tonight I am ready to die
My heart is tainted and black
Wish I could take it all back
I'm sick of living this life
It's too much I'm signing out
And I know one day I will find a way out
I hate this pain I think I've had enough
I hate myself and I'm coping with drugs
My head has holes from the fragmented slugs
One shot to the brain through the head
I wish I coulda been dead
I've been living in a lie only filled with regrets
Everyday feel I should of stayed in bed
One shot to the brain through the head
I wish I coulda been dead
I've been living in a lie only filled with regrets
Everyday feel I should of stayed in bed
I'll be just fine when I'm falling apart
I'll be alright sitting here in the dark
I see the light when I'm closing my eyes
I think tonight I am ready to die
My heart is tainted and black Wish I could take it all back
I'm sick of living this life
It's too much I'm signing out