If I'd have the courage, I'd hang myself today
If I were a little braver, I'd be gone before next May
If I were a little louder, would you listen when I say
That I'm just a waste of carbon, let me burn away today
If I had some poison, that didn't burn when drunk
I'd sip it slowly smiling, pray to god that it ain't bunk
If I had an exit bag, I'd turn the fumes on f*cking blast
'Cause the smiles are all but fleeting
And the good times, they don't last