Mi$tere - Horror Movie Lyrics

I been living every day like it's a motherf*cking horror movie
Dark and gloomy
Scary spooky
Now it's hard to find my duty
And I don't really know
What you niggas want from me
But bitch I'm so f*cking random
You would think that I'm Yahtzee
Killing all these rappers nigga
Killing all these f*cking groupies
Know I serve em with this heat
Like it's a KFC chicken 2 piece
Yo there's some zombies and shit but no director saying cut
How could I be the protagonist
And where's my damn shortcut

Questions
That I've had in mind
That I've had to analyze
Look me straight into my eyes
And show me there's no false disguise
To the things you've said
And all the promises you've made
How I could see the whole truth of lies were all you had to trade
So I

Fill my cup with all the pain I've had just stuck
So I can wash it down like car washes do when your car gets mud
Yes the feelings come in and flood
Into my heart that's basement stuck
Cause I lock up all my emotions when I don't wanna feel loved
And now it's

Killing me
It's killing me
Now I can barely breathe
I'm stuck up drowning in my feelings
Falling down into these leaves
That made me catch this damn disease
That made me think these awful dreams
Of being something f*cking great
But I don't have that expertise

I spit that shit that makes me nervous
I don't see the shit that's lurking
I've been blindsided to the clearer picture
And can't see the whole surface
I could write this song to you but to you this verse would be cursive
Filled with wordless purpose
A stupid circus
But I won't close the curtains