Sometimes you're up
Others you're down
It's life
That's how it go
Sometimes you're up others you're down
It's life that's how it go
After myself there really ain't shit left in my control
When I was younger dumber
Thought I might just sell my soul
But now write all day on mic
At night recite rhymes and chasing goals
Treat life like school
I took it literal been writing notes
Good before an election
Really you decide the votes
M-O-D-E-R
Why they treat my name like it's a part
Should know by now but f*ck it
Back then kinda broke my heart
I learned to let it go, no time for ignorance
Way far too long ago, losing my innocence
My life been up and down
Plus then add in some turbulence
Make it ain't crashing yet
But had some close occurrences
Growing up had a temper in me
Not like furnaces
Like light up burn the bridge
Though my sight like Copernicus
Intergalactic they can't understand
I won't explain
No time for lame asses distracting
I won't entertain
Infatuated with my lack in limit of imagination
People cashing in on gimmicks
Still the fact remains
I go against the grain
And rap the shit that's on my brain
All from my own experience
Most act but can't support their claims
Thinking what're you doing
Buddy ain't nothin you proving
Either ain't nothing improve
Or you ain't mean nothing to you then
What's a brother to do then
Bet on you nothing you losing
Go all in every single time
Double up and I'm moving
Luck got nothing to do with
One above Moder been choosing
Crazy world that we live in
Lot of disorder confusion
Never mind the problem
Instead focus on a solution
Smaller inner circle you keep
More your drama reducing
Could've made this like what you hearing on the radio
But gotta keep it real
Don't care if they don't play it bro
Some people come into your life
Like they put there to go
If I can think it I can do it
Ain't a yes or no
Question don't to my intuition
Progressing my roll
Only me who can be me
Work on perfecting my role
I alone was the one
Who thought of the way to my goals
Plus since I'm who paid to pave the road
Make them take it with tolls
Moder level of bless up
Similar zero in holes
Even when I'm blessing up
I'm giving zero to hoes
Anyone who bet against me
Hope to seeing me fold
Dug deep in me
Eventually struck and receiving gold
Low and behold
Had made a million dollars by the code
By the age of 25
Lost everything I bought and sold
Looking back I've been thinking
Can't leave my story untold
Use it to reach a level unseen
By my glories of old
From my old life they cuhzen
Leeches come cheaper by dozen
On the reefer been puffing
Mary Jane eagerly stuffing
Medical stuff no huff in Moder blunt
Back to discussion
Focus on what it was
Ain't got no time for what it wasn't
Thinking they Trump more like they animated
Donald ducking
Throwing tempers fussing huffing
Make it up over nothing
Can't ignore the instructions
And avoid the repercussion
I'm building up constructing
Til the day that reaper coming
Could've made this like what you hearing on the radio
But gotta keep it real
Don't care if they don't play it bro
Some people come into your life
Like they put there to go
If I can think it I can do it
Ain't a yes or no
Question don't to my intuition
Progressing my roll
Only me who can be me
Work on perfecting my role
I alone was the one
Who thought of the way to my goals
Plus since I'm who paid to pave the road
Make them take it with tolls