Spend my life inside a waiting room
I overthink when everything's okay
And now I'm falling, falling, falling without a parachute
I hope these blankets get me through the day
And these endless conversations with myself
I can't stop pacing, am I bending am I breaking?
And all this hesitation feels like I am suffocating
Over pointless conversations
Sometimes I find it's too hard to even try
I can't stop living in my head
I miss when we were kids
Now I'm a f*cking mess
Don't feel like myself, I guess
I'll lay all day in bed
Cause I'm a f*cking mess
Last stand I'm holding up these bones
Why does it feel I'm my own ghost?
Don't ask me things you don't wanna know
God damn, we used to be so close
Reflections stained on my window
These feelings don't fit me anymore