Looking Up Video (MV)

Lookin up I see you now
We used to cut a rug
Part hard getting loud
Can still see your face when I'm walking threw a crowd
Hope you u save a spot for me
It might be awhile
Bet it up
I hear you now
Life is too short to be living on the couch
I can feel your gaze I'm just tryna make u proud
And on my darkest days I can feel you all around
Holding me down
Cause I've been roller coastin face like playing poker
Played joker dazed in smoke is just the way I tend to cope
Since I quit drinking I can see depression doesn't follow me
A darkened demon used to think that it would come to swallow me then
All it takes is just a friend or day one just to reel you in
When you get lost and out to sea it's fly or die and sink or swim
Then I begin to float to safety thought it was a gust of wind
But it was you to help me keep on moving all while you defend
Holding me down
Some where I got lost but Im thinkin of you so I feel like I'm found
But brain helicopter done Something to stop it will run through my mind
When I'm feelin down
Run through my mind but jogging my fear
Standing around it ain't goin no where
Itch I can't scratch on the back of it my neck
How I wish I could just take it all back
Too many funerals caskets constant reminder that time is passing
Pick up a passion and press on the gas cause one day and It all gone pass
But I've got a theory that this is a dream one day we'll wake up one day we'll be free
Used to look down but pain can teach
Look to the sky and now I can see
Lookin up I see you now
We used to cut a rug
Part hard getting loud
Can still see your face when I'm walking threw a crowd
Hope you u save a spot for me
It might be awhile
Bet it up
I hear you now
Life is too short to be living on the couch
I can feel your gaze I'm just tryna make u proud
And on my darkest days I can feel you all around
Holding me down
Remember bbq and parties we was wilding having fun
Remember everything you taught me don't matter if you was young
Look at life like what's the meaning people need me I need them
Running from my demons now I got no where to run
Here you come
There for me when I'm alone or is it just all in my head
Not fair that you had to go could we just talk more instead
If saying goodbye
Now that I know scoured the globe Love you don't let you go
Without the pain there is no love to come make you whole
One of the best one of the realest Life is a test you passed it with brilliance
Now you in a place where there's no ceilings no cap and no gats
Because there's no killing
A place where material doesn't exist
Harmony bliss not balling a fist
One day will be there one day we'll be free look to the sky and who do I see
Lookin up I see you now
We used to cut a rug
Part hard getting loud
Can still see your face when I'm walking threw a crowd
Hope you u save a spot for me
It might be awhile
Bet it up
I hear you now
Life is too short to be living on the couch
I can feel your gaze I'm just tryna make u proud
And on my darkest days I can feel you all around
Holding me down