Moesos DC - let you down Lyrics

I can't let you down easy
I think it's for the better
Know it's hard to believe me
I tend to look upon the weather
Then I start the daydreaming
As of late, I'm in a film
I think there's too many actors
All I see is overcast
I think there's too many trappers
I'm an early adapter
I'm Tom Hanks
A castaway whose got aim for the rafters
I got love out for -
But was too scared to ask her
What's the meaning
I ain't preaching
But I promised I'm past her
All my friends becoming stars
But I still feel like I'm Jasper
What's the point of running faster on a treadmill
Prayers getting harder when you realize that they dead still
Think I'll take the red pill
Watch out as the lead spill
Scroll through all my socials but the writing still ain't red, see
Across at intersections how these people love to press me
Knowing, I ain't working
But I'm hurting
Close the curtains
Yeah