Dear god I'm having suicidal thoughts on my mind
Everyday the same shit wake up early morning grind
Seems I'll never have the time just to sit and unwind
Staying up late at night a lot of shit on my mind
I miss my nigga
I wish that life had a rewind
Pushing weight just to get a plate and now he's doing time
He just trying to stay strong
But that ain't where he belong
How the f*ck he gone do right when he don't know what he doing wrong
Baby mommas all alone just sitting by the phone
Praying he make it home before his sons all grown
But he's stuck in a cell and holidays all alone
And now he's going through hell
Man they did my nigga wrong
Lord I'm asking for one chance
And I'm just trying to do the best I can to take care of my fam
So I'm praying for a miracle
Lord I'm asking for one chance
I'm just tired of going through this pain
Cause I don't wanna stay the same
So I'm praying for a miracle
If I had a wish I wish for many more
Cause one would solve a problem but it can't solve it all
The devil keeps knocking at my door but I won't sell my soul
I'm no dummy I'd rather grow old broke and bummy than to let him take heaven from me
But its hard cause the fam needs money
And even summer ain't sunny
I pray for my brother and his daughter
I can't imagine being a father hoping ya seed lives longer
So I tell him always keep your head up and stand tall
I know god gotta have a plan for us all
If I had the money I would pay for a miracle but 'til then my nigga I'm gonna pray for a miracle
Lord I'm asking for one chance
And I'm just trying to do the best I can to take care of my fam
So I'm praying for a miracle
Lord I'm asking for one chance
I'm just tired of going through this pain
Cause I don't wanna stay the same
So I'm praying for a miracle
Seventeen caught my first lick
8th grade bought my first brick
Sixteen on that dumb shit
Snake niggas I don't f*ck with
Keep my circle small a lot of niggas plot
Pray for my enemies that's word to Pac
Lost a couple niggas a lot of bodies dropped
Tired of this pain that's why I pray to god
Dealing on them corners I was selling rock
Momma used to tell me watch out for them cops
Niggas started hating and they turned to ops
I'm a hood nigga trying to see the top
Lord I'm asking for one chance
And I'm just trying to do the best I can to take care of my fam
So I'm praying for a miracle
Lord I'm asking for one chance
I'm just tired of going through this pain
Cause I don't wanna stay the same
So I'm praying for a miracle
Praying every night to wake up to a better day
The only thing I could do is just look up and say
God can you take me out the struggle now
Cause you got mothers out here and they losing they child
But I'm proud of my mother for just keeping me out the streets