When I was growing up I ain't have a dime
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I'm thankful for the way that I was pushing, I'm thanking God
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And I'm so glad that I ain't get caught up with that charge
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Cause lord knows that I can't be sitting behind them bars
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I know a nigga that stabbed himself cause he was off them bars
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I done seen some crazy shit before but I can't go that far
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Rest in Peace to Lil Tie I was just getting to know that boy
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Why you had to go like that was bout to take off on them boys
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That's why I can't trust no nigga cause these niggas back doe'in
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And I can't love no hoe cause these bitches play with yo heart
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I been fighting with some demons but that shit done left some scars
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I swear I'm tryna ease this pain but it's all running through my thoughts
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But now let talk about me, young nigga had some hoop dreams
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But my OG told me lil nigga you can sing
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Boy you very talented you don't need to be up in these streets
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Go ahead and find yourself and go and spit up on that beat
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Bodies dropping everyday that's why I gotta keep my heat
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And a nigga can't ever tell me that I wasn't 10 on my feet
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When I needed some healing you wasn't even there for me
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Thought about killing myself cause I ain't fit in with the team
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So with that being said let me tell y'all niggas something
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Y'all can miss me with that bullshit yeah I gotta get this money
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From the bottom out the trenches they ain't wanna give a nigga nothing
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In my city it ain't no love that's why a young nigga outchea thuggin'
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I can't get these f*cking thoughts out my head
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I'm having trouble when I sleep in my bed
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So I pick up a pen and a pad
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Write all this pain just to ease all my stress
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I got some shit that I just wanna get off my chest
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Just lost my granny last week and I ain't got no sleep since
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They just took my heart from me and now I'm bleeding out quick
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And I just pray that you listening when you hearing me spit
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Cause I done lost a lot of niggas that was the realest in this
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Yeah they done took so much from me that i ain't got shit left to give
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And I keep taking all these drugs when I keep saying I'm gone quit
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But the world keep throwing these shots how can you dodge all this shit
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Yeah
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So much been going on
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It's time I break out my shell
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