Mood - Doses Lyrics

I can't get enough of you
So baby tell me what to do
Were falling in two
Feel so shitty yet good so I don't wanna move
Tell people that they always confused
Only thing I question is what is the use
I use drugs to cope I'm not trying to prove
A thing anymore I got nothing to lose
I would be heart broken that shit broke forever
Doesn't need to be spoken I won't be better
Trapped in my mind and my mental health
When I smile for a while it's a rental I felt
It never really lasts I put it back on the shelf
Despite everyone's act no ones there to help

Damn I'm so pathetic
People think I'm faking it's just an aesthetic
Shut the f*ck up fore I end it
No you will not get credit
Happiness gone in the wind
And I'm too lazy to get it
Last thing from a gimmick
My heads always spinning
For some reason I don't give in
I say that while I'm sitting
Haven't got up in a day
I don't care I'll just lay
In my bed for an eternity
In a purple haze
While my minds set to blaze
I get high to escape the real life
I forgot what feelings feel like
My anxiety functions like a drug
Need to have it and if not pull the plug