Mood - Real. Lyrics

Hold me, make me feel real
I need someone who's real
Deep down I'm drenched in fear
That it will repeat yeah
These girls don't know my name
More drinks to keep me sane
More pain than I can take
Someday I'll disappear
Just sex no feelings yeah
These girls will never love me
Just give me something real
These drugs do nothing for me
Eyes on me it's an ocean
I still can't hide emotions
Just give me something real
These drugs do nothing for me
Dust gives me colors
Just a little further
Sixth gear got me nervous
Each time a little closer
Hearing voices inside my brain
She said "Don't let it go to waste"
I'll take whatever
Turn pain to pleasure
Hold me, make me feel real
I need someone who's real
Deep down I'm drenched in fear
That it will repeat yeah
These girls don't know my name
More drinks to keep me sane
More pain than I can take
Someday I'll disappear
Just sex no feelings for me
These girls will never love me
Just give me something real
These drugs do nothing for me
Eyes on me it's an ocean
I still can't hide emotions
Just give me something real
These drugs do nothing for me
What's the point if you're not around
Was it real or fairytale?
High again, this time I'm anxious
I could end it with this potion
I need something to feel (feel something)
Feel nothing that's real (feel nothing)
Means nothing, just thrill (means nothing)
And I'm losing my will
To do it again
Baby I'm afraid
But I need to... but I need to... (feel something)
Yeah I need to... (feel nothing)