Morgan Bronner - Nothing to You Lyrics

I meant
Nothing to you
You meant everything to me
You even
Had my heart beating
On that full speed
When I kissed you
I knew that was it
And when you left
I knew that this was the end
Even asked when I would see you again
You said soon
But that never came
I've been waiting for you
I guess
That's the wrong move on my end
It hurt to be your friend
And I'm just wondering
How'd you leave so easy
It's been
Hard to breathe for me lately
Because
I think about you almost daily
I even
Started drinking to numb the pain in me
I think about how you must hate me
For all the things that I should've done differently
You seem to be doing just fine without me
Should've known that you never really wanted me
It's been months and I'm still dwelling on you
That's how you know that I really, I cared about you
You have girls lined up just for you
I know I meant nothing to you