MorphLand - Player Two Lyrics

I do my best to keep a calm composure
Under pressure and I'm
Trying to play the game
But something's changed
I check to see that no one else is watching
I've been looking for a way to get control
Feed my soul
And I know I'm doing my damndest
To minimize all the damage
And don't you know?
I'm trying hard to find it
But I just can't get by it
They say to know yourself
You need to search inside
I looked in the mirror
I unclosed my eyes wide
How do you love something
That you don't like?
I guess that makes you
Player two in this life
It takes so long to get back home
I got lightning in my pocket
But I won't brag about it
I'll get there on my own
My own
And I know I'm doing my damndest
To minimize all the damage
And don't you know?
I'm trying hard to find it
But I just can't get by it
They say to know yourself
You need to search inside
How do you love something
That you don't like?
I guess that makes you
Player two in this life