Was lost again
I need a friend to speak the words I needed
I was lost again
Chasing no plan or reason
Tracing my last steps
Tracing my last
Thought I could do it on my own
Never been so alone
So consumed by the doom
That i haven't had home
Sold my soul for the throne
But the minute it was gone
I was living in the wrong place and time
Was brought to crimes I couldn't face
But still my mind was left with tastes in my disgrace
I couldnt force to stomach
I plummet
In darkness dug it
In the deepest reaches
Where creatures feast on speeches
Reciting deep inside my head
That had me wishing I was dead
I dread the sight of light despite the stories read
Where hope was said to come in types of bright
I got a list of sins
That I cannot replace
Forget where hope begins
And I've been tossed from grace
Sold my soul for a moment but forgot the taste
I was told if you want it gotta stop the chase.
But I'm to lost to break
The fate thats got me traced
Down this road of lies where my demise is draped to face
I cant escape the place
That is my souls disgrace
Might've cried unto the Lord but I'm ashamed to pray
Took the fall
Wasting it all in aims of introspection
I took the fall
Awake and alone before love embraced me as a son
Embraced me as a
Take me back
Away from far away
I'm tired of wandering through this war
Find a place of resting for my case
Just place me back where I was before
I have been waiting my child
For my heart has been aching as I hear you cry out in such agony from the pain
If only you could know what hope
What plans I have for you
How I tirelessly look on expectant for you return
I have longed for you to come back home to be freed from your suffering and shame
For then I would purchase from you
All debts
All punishment for your mistakes as if they were my own
For I loved you far before your existence began
And I will love you far beyond the days after it has ended
I got a list of sins
That have been bought today
I found where hope begins
And I've been brought to grace
He held soul for a moment
I cant help but stay
I was told I was wanted by a God who saves
And so I tossed away
All of my shame and hate
And now resides a prize that shines and it wont ever fade
I have escape the place
That chained my soul away
And now I cry with tears of joy my God its you I praise
Found in Him
Reclaimed from the sin that once dimmed
Everything I knew
I'm found in him
Renamed from within
Now I can smell the roses