Symphonies Video (MV)

Thoughts they come and go
But the worries stay the same
Will I live to be how old
Will the world forget my name
Can these words erase the pain
Do the hurt fade from the fame gained
Can the scars that i left her with be explained
Will the car that Im flexing in
Get me to the lane
'Gainst the grain
Washing out the stain
Bloody from the chains
Muddy in the brains
But I'm busy popping these pills
And pray to God they make me sane
Cuz this insanity
Granted he
Born the bane of his humanity Amnesty
Forced to fade along the fantasy
Can it be
More than pain of mortal enemies
Ending the
Moral plane with more amenities
Torn defending the
Portals bending he
Wore a chain of laurels for his souls dependency
Told himself he meant to be
Everything he wasnt meant to be
Expectancy of life
Burned into his life sentencing
His tendencies at night
Turned into a nice ending scene

My fears they come for me
Come for me
Try to run but they hunting me
Floors they crumble from under me
Chords of symptoms becoming me
I need to breath
To breath
Im lost in symphonies

Caught myself talking to myself about myself
Said the wealth was the best way to make something out myself
No I cant make nothing if I choose to doubt myself
But I'm without myself

So help me please
All this pressure got me crawling on my knees
Need to seize the lesser demons that becoming part of me
All Im seeing in the mirror is something else that far from me
More I fear 'em more I hear 'em
Till I think im hearing me
This perception of the world really all there is to see
The deception it unfurls as I sink into the deep
And depression comes to my feet
The procession of feeling weak
No confession of feeling weak
No objection in feeling weak
The suppression of feeling weak
No protection, im feeling weak
My obsession with feeling weak
Come from lessons in symphonies