[ Featuring Matt Hip ]
Scar Tissue numbing up my hands
I can make myself believe that nobody understands
That I've
Got issues f*cking up my plans
Hide myself between the lines
Such a delicate dance
I keep on hoping that I'll grow out of it
Then i remember I'm done developing
Don't mind the tears that have swelled in my eyes
If you ask me right now I'd still say i was fine
Bite my tongue
Till I'm tasting blood
It's not fun It's just a system
Knuckles crack
And i fake a laugh
For that fickle love's attention
Ring the bell and i jump back in
I'll see i through to my very end
Ice bath ready when i leave the ring
Nice and steady in the cold i sink
Why is it easy to be so deceiving
Can they tell I'm misleading
The ways they perceive me
Deliberate attempts
To make a little more sense
Of what it was that i meant
Interpreted as defense
Hit hard and ask about the bruise
Looks so out of place on a pretty girl like you
Low bar but really what's the use
Collect the reddest flags
To tie into a noose
Say that i'm out
And then pull me back in
Scar Tissue numbing up my hands
I can make myself believe that nobody understands
That I've
Got issues f*cking up my plans
Hide myself between the lines
Such a delicate dance
I keep on hoping that I'll grow out of it
Then i remember I'm done developing
Don't mind the tears that have swelled in my eyes
If you asked me right now
I would say i was fine
Rainy days in your t-shirt
Coffee after noon
Spent so long beneath the dirt
Now we get to bloom
Hazards through the windows
Symbolize the futile plan
Sometimes i don't feel real
But then you take my hand
Half naked in your yard
Cursing our aversive stars
Say they made us what we are
Blame can't be passed that far
It's like I'm running
After something
But it doesn't beat my pace
I don't think that it's a race
I think I'm in it for the Chase
I wanna be known and loved
Don't wanna be seen or touched
Do you think I'm not enough?
Or have I become too much?
Pound puppy picking at your food
Speak up they call it attitude
Impress and it makes em' act a fool
Praise the ways that you're breaking all their rules
Fog so think that i can't think
Say I've got deficiencies
So i take what they give me
Like it might just tame the beast
Scar tissue numbing up my hands
Make believe that nobody understands
I've got issues f*cking up my plans
Hide behind such a delicate dance
I might be losing it
Healthier to admit
Sometimes I see myself
I think she's someone else
