I'm a pit of poison with a thin sugar skin
You can keep on knocking but I won't let you in
It's a mirage oasis, clever trick, last-ditch bid
And you wont fall for it again
I'm sick of seasons, frostbit air stinging skin
I'll just keep pretending like the spring comes again
That you'll keep me covered, keep me warm, keep me hidden
Till then, just fall for it again
I can't stop giving in
You take on a whim
My hands are not honest, your jaw comes unhinged
Swallowed whole
Never better when better killed you
Choke up the nerve to find out the truth
Holding hope, fire's the fastest way through
Option or object, start from anew
Pushing past the feeling of used
I'm running from ghosts, watch how they move
Writing on walls seems harder to prove
It's holding me back, it's harder to lose
Bloodstains on the driveway, I'll wait
Thought it was a Friday, lost date
Try to see it my way, new take
Hoping for a highway, fast lane
Looking kinda sideways, view changed
Never better, better won't do, I'm tapped
What to do when glue comes loose? Relax
Kinda feel like I'm on track, step back
I need this, repeat this
Light it up, then burn it down speechless
Egregious, don't breathe this
Hold it up, then smash it to pieces
Break bones, break bones, life check
No hope, no hope, I've left
So go, just go, deep breath
This ghost, this ghost, seems set
On running me down, running me 'round
Bleeding me out, seeing me drown
Deep breath
I'm trying, calm down
Seeing spots now, leaving the ground
Seeing how long I've left
Distressed, dressed down, lead less
A mess, mess-bound, clean-less
I'll test, test how, seems best
Next best, but how?
Bleed, yes