It hurts until it doesn't
I felt alive for a little while
But when i died
I had the time to notice
I was crushed by the weight of my own ego but never honest enough to say it
I felt your love for a little while
But never had the guts
To give myself up
I said that i could be just what you wanted as if i could ever keep a promise
You have eyes in every room but you won't see me walk away once i was
More than just a song to play
On your haunted tape
I don't want to be away
Could have sworn
I heard you laughing in the doorway i don't like myself when i'm awake
I don't like myself when i'm awake
