Mothica - oh god Lyrics

Oh god
What did I do
I'm out of control again
Woke up
Blacker then blue
Probably lost a friend

My throats so f*cking dry from saying sorry
Wake up a different person in the morning
Forget every lesson daddy taught me
I never learn, I just make it worse

Oh god
What have I done
What did I say last night
Did I play the fool
Did I make you believe
I was having a good time
Cause i've been drinking all of my emotions
Until i'm sick until i'm broken
Oh god
What have I done?
What have I done?

Oh no
Shoulda stayed home
But it's hard to be alone sometimes
Dark thoughts
Got me so low
I'd do anything to clear my mind

Oh god
What have I done
What did I say last night
Did I play the fool
Did I make you believe
I was having a good time
Cause i've been drinking all of my emotions
Until i'm sick until i'm broken
Oh god
What have I done?
What have I done?

Wasted, all the nights I missed
Poison on my lips, all alone
I'm done, i'm done hiding it
I'm done fighting it on my own