Mpth - Recovery Lyrics

I put my head down praying for recovery
But everyday I wake up and my demons are still haunting me
I see the emotion coming out my speakers
I look around and all the wealthy figures look like tweakers
I grit my jaw closed holding back until my teeth hurt
But this craziness consumes be loyal to calm I'm a cheater
Actors on the street the world has turned into a theater
My soul has turned to ice so now my heartbeat needs a heater

Everything it happens for a reason maybe treason
Maybe money maybe heartache maybe just another season
The worse things in life are the only ones cheap
So in order to be happy I must stop being me

Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me

I need recovery
Recovery
Recovery
I'm not loving me
Recovery
Recovery
I need recovery
Cause I'm not loving me

Hate to be hate to see hate being lonely
Hate hate hate hate has consumed me
Love the buzz hate the fuzz driving wreckless just because
Late again it's a trend too busy thinking bout the end
And the one thing that I do too much is doubt myself
Put my passion first all my hard work's sittin' on the shelf
I guess it's just because I know how to be someone with woe
Not someone they wanna know so I got nowhere to go

Everything it happens for a reason maybe treason
Maybe money maybe heartache maybe just another season
The worse things in life are the only ones cheap
So in order to be happy I must stop being me

Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me
Stop being me

I need recovery
Recovery
Recovery
I'm not loving me
Recovery
Recovery
I need recovery
Cause I'm not loving me

F*ck this shit
I'll do it anyway
I need recovery