Fall Apart Video (MV)

Feeling like thing's never change
Moving but it's dull and grey
Living in the moment gets consumed by living day by day
Life is such a mental game
Waiting for the tidal wave
To come ashore wash away the pain feel like my named engraved
Sometimes it's to hard to explain
Or for me to say
Probably wouldn't listen
Even if I tried to conversate
Wish I could just simplify it
Always over complicate
Any small encounter that I even try to situate

Pessimistic
Always envy
Glass is always halfway empty
Problems yeah I've gotten many
Solutions never seem to fix me
My shell is cracked like spider glass
Afraid about the aftermath
What might happen when I crash
The fallout of explosive ash
Breakdowns turn to fits of rage
Past will always fit the stage
Tipping points the future
But presently it's not engaged
Honestly I'm not the same
Chemical imbalance change
Nothing doesn't feel right
But nothing also numbs the pain

Digging and keep digging deeper
Where's my wife I couldn't see her
Promised I would never leave her
Fantasizing the Grim Reaper
Losing her I lost control
Didn't know where else to go
Be with you again my love
I promise you Lord and BEHOLD
Had to wright the letters date
So they know my life I take
Without you in my life
Couldn't live another day
Don't you worry about Peppers
Already gave the dog away
Me and you will rest forever
Inside A cryptic casket case