Mr Gray - Peace in Me Lyrics

I just wanna vent right now
Need a second I can just be me
Cause I don't understand right now
How the hell I can just be free
Cause I ain't though
Fake ass hoes, man I hate those
Try to find peace but I bleed, I believe
I don't ever really need what I take, woah
Woah, I just need a break for a second
I swear to God I'm bout to break in a second
Hit the brakes, go to R, not neutral for the sake of progression
I turn my back on everybody when I'm facing the pressure
So here I am, showing up with faux confidence
Only there cause I know my foes confident
And honestly the way I really feel is so opposite
Say I'm the man when I'm afraid and alone
And I don't wanna talk about it I'm just making it known
I put my walls up right now to cover my flaws
Home is where the heart is
But I ain't felt at home since the days I've been suffering more
I've been running I need validation
A vote of confidence I'm at the ballot waiting
But they wanna cut me down with the tall poppy's
So I'm only saying grace when I fall from it
I just wanna find peace in me
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace in me
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace in me
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace in
Me
I just need a break for a second
I swear to God I'm bout to break in a second
Some things I've been predisposed to
Genetic and such, I start to wonder if I'm meant to be loved
Or am I meant to be judged?
I've been caught out a couple times
I've been bored out of my f*cking mind
In a way that was great an escape get away from a place
That was way too dark
And I've been trying to switch it up with a positive vibe
But getting ticked off a lot of the time
Introverted, I stay in my room and push away a lot of people that wanna be in my life
I feel like when I talk getting faded out
Life's not as bad as I made it out
But I just need to vent sometimes
Take a look at who I am, reinvent sometimes