Murdock - I'm a Mess Lyrics

Yo... I ain't even religious anymore right
But I still find myself on my knees praying every night like
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Cause I'm a f*cking mess
I'm a I'm a f*cking mess
That's right I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
Because I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
That's right I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
Alarm goes off, wake up at noon
I've got the charm but no one to spoon
Maybe it's cause I have zero stability
Fear of rejection it gives me agility
Know that I'm crushin, I'm falling in love
So I'll started rushing, I'll push and I shove
Become overwhelming, and like every status
Codependency's been paired up with manic
I'm the one you've been warned about
This feminist, better call him out
I've worked so hard time to pour one out
One more drink and it starts pouring out
Contradict myself, I'm problematic
I'm shifting gears, no automatic
Outrun my problems it's done with ease
Now I'm broke as f*ck and I'm on my knees saying
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Cause I'm a f*cking mess
I'm a I'm a f*cking mess
That's right I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
Because I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
That's right I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a I'm a f*ckin mess
People congratulate me on my music
But views that I'm getting they seem to dispute it
Maybe it's cause I'm ahead of my time
And they all like rhythm instead of the rhymes
What if I spit like you hear on the radio
They will say Murdock came back with that crazy flow
Release the singles and top all the charts
Forget all my friends and say f*ck it to art
Start f*cking some models on expensive linen
Get drunk in the club and disrespect women
They got me on TMZ acting a fool
It's making me money I spend it on jewels
F*ck all the politics, I don't charity
Focused on one thing and that is my salary
I stack and I stack and I stack to the top
Forget all your morals and you will not stop
Oh what? Ya'll thought I was in this game to make a difference
Haha Nah son
I'm only in it for the money, booze, and bitches woo
Let's Go
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh my God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me
Oh my God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Because I'm a f*cking mess
That's right I'm a f*cking mess
Momma raised a f*cking mess
Wanna meet a f*ckin mess
Wanna date a f*ckin mess
Wanna f*ck a f*ckin mess
That's right I'm a f*ckin mess
I'm a mothaf*ckin mess