Mutilator - Fighting in the Past Lyrics

Why did I need to believe in somebody

Somebody I never saw?

Why did I never fight for what I wished

I have only prayed for it?

Now I have a hang on my neck

I look down and see the abyss I built!



Where are all now?

My smile is no pleasure but only to hide my cries



Why did I spend all my life looking for

Something I don't know what it was?

Why did I do things that I'm repented

And when I wanted I couldn't come back?

Now I'm destroying all that I'll live my life

And forget the rest

FIGHTING THE PAST!



Now to pray for my life, NO!

To pray, what for?

It would not be right

I don't need any lie

To lie, to whom?

To my conscience it's better to die



Now I need to believe in myself

So now I can live in peace

Now I will fight for what I wish

I will not pray for it

I can live in this way

'Cause I will not fade away



Now I know only I need to pay for things

That I did, things that I said



Now I see what I did with my life

But I know I can make it better with fight



I can live in this way 'cause I will not fade away