MW - NEVER BETTER Lyrics

I been collapsed in my mind now i don't know what to do
Takin' all these comments, cannot see where it ends
So i wrote the rhymes to help of me, but it's not
Workin', cause i- have never trust myself once

See the people going to the public club
Have no reason why them spending money onna f*ckin pub
Looking for the happiness, thought it was easy it's not never simple
It's complicated, yeah

Never feel better, even i am older
Sending people letter, man i was a lover
Never feel better, even i am older
Sending people letter, man i was a lover

Damn, i wish i know where to go
Else for now, i just wanna lay with you
On the ground, in the park looking at the sky
Shouting at the bark, talking bout the college
Finishing assignment, you know sometimes i feel like we onna highway
Going to the places in tune with the radio
Sing along with the music, you amuse me
Like always but it's never happened (shot)

Wish i can be happy like ive never made it up
Glad to see you once again even time is f*cked up
Makin music make em hear it, but i never lie it up
Spitting facts, aint no caps, im just doing what i like ay
Playing overnight, i cant really sleep at night
Blinded outta sight. kinda bumped out of side
I can't enjoy all my ride, in this life
Fallacy on my mind, jealousy, man i cannot think right

Just to skip the night
Cause im scared all alone, with the darkness in my room
I love people in my life
Guess i be waiting all just here, til the doom

Like it's never happened