My Eclectic Self - Addicted Lyrics

I bought myself a gun
Just to feel what it's like to pull the trigger
I hide it under my pillow
And pull it out every night before I go to bed

I just want to write a clean page
But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around
When will I get out of here

I bought myself a gun
Shot it off too many times now I can't help myself
I threw it in the river
But the current brings it back to my feet

I just want to write a clean page
But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around
When will I get out of here

I bought myself a gun
Now I don't know what to do with myself
I keep digging in deeper
I'm drowning myself now and I can't think straight

I just want to write a clean page
But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around
When will I get out of here