My Hearts End - Shadow Player Lyrics

I want to use you like the rain
The grave you dug for me
Drawing me away
Asking, what remains?
I can feel you, slowly slip away
Disillusioned, I've been replaced
Punctured and bleeding, I'll always crave your taste
Oh Ella please, what has become of me
A disconnected touch, it feast
This life left me
So violently
The silence screams
An empty jealousy

Another scar a damaged seem, the first that's visible
I am not dysphoric. I dream to be the victim
Please hold a candle to my neck
What emptiness awaits?

A night of mourning
One final kiss
I'm held captive by my sins

To escape this scene
Please etch regret into these veins

Under the skin it burns and bleeds
With every day infecting me

The world lays motionless

These painted words in sorrow shade
A portrait bleeds so vividly
As cold as ice we tried
The look inside your eyes
With all honesty I beg
Am I allowed to be ashamed
Until it's too late
I saw you in a different light this time
The way your eyes betrayed your mind
The canvas read. It injures again
Like the hummingbird without it's wings
I'll make a sound and never leave
I can never leave

A night of mourning
One final kiss
I'm held captive by my sins

To escape this scene
Please etch regret into these veins

I got caught between the lies
Mask my words, I'm not alright

The world lays motionless