My Human Perspective - Ghost For a Muse Lyrics

It may only seem temporary or, like, I mean, at minimum

I thought that more of your lies would had closed the door
But I'm here, I'm knocking with hopes to be more than your reliable spore
Pining for your attention, with my heart tucked in your teeth
You spent this last year, sitting on the fence
I'm holding my breath but my lungs are too weak

I've felt insane for the last few months
Your smell burnt in my brain
Your touch churned up my gut
Convenient for you to drop the ball on me
So resilient on shutting me out and taking my precious sleep

And I've been having this reoccurring dream
I don't know if it's a nightmare now, but I'll like see you
With the sun or the moon, the light bouncing off your face perfectly
Everything gets nostalgic and slow-mo

Do you ever get tired of the way
My voice sounds in your head?
Hearing it echo through the hallowed halls
Of what's left of your heart
Cut me out completely from your life
Erase me from your mind
Like I was never there
With each burden that you bear,
Our love's the biggest one we shared

I feel nothing after feeling it all at once
You drove me insane
My feelings into dust
So easy for you to leave me in the dark
Now I know that's just you
I've accepted who you are

I wish I could strip you down to your bare bones and stare right into your soul
I wish I could shake you off my mind and forget all the moments that came before this
But instead I keep living the moment where there's a half eaten taco next to your feet on the dashboard
The glow of the restaurant lights piercing in through the windshield
You showed me your favorite song, you memorized every word, now they're associated
I couldn't help but get lost in your voice as you sung the lyrics under your breath

Too shy to let it out

I have a feeling that you've lived those melodies and they resonate with you
Both somber and melancholy, but you embrace it
Stargazing through your tiny sunroof, but really reclined back staring at the ceiling of your warm car

Now I've learned in these moments that grief is just love with no where to go
But how do we decide
How do we decide when it's found its home?
Will we know when it's found its home?

You didn't know that you rocked the world or something like that
So then they're like, wow, that's pretty cool, you know