My Lifes Burden - Suffering Lyrics

I tried to die to rest my eyes
Lay my face down on the cold ground
I try to move no comfort found mind in such a phobic state
Wish I could erase my faith
If I could find peace
There's no hope for me Silence all the pain
That is singing for the world to hear silence
All the beatings that have left you living years in fear
Silence everybody for a moment so we can hear why you're here
Do you get me are you with me?
Divide up the highfy divide up the low and low is what you have
When you ain't in control you lost your wittiness
You lost your soul and everday's a struggle
Just to get back to the flow
Try to calm down relax and enjoy the show
I try to get excited but I ain't got no hope
Maybe one more time before I die before I go
All of the times I've tried
Suffering
All the times I've lied
Suffering
All through out my life
Suffering
Hoped I would change with time
Suffering
I've paid for my mistakes
Suffering
I went to the grave
Suffering
All the times I've tried
Suffering
I might as well have died
It's too late there's no hope for me
Suffering