My Soul to Take - Dissociate Lyrics

Put the f*cking barrel to my teeth
Let me get a taste
Lay it all to waste I don't even wanna leave a trace
Gold chain, noose hang til my neck sprain
Still feel pain
Last words from a dead brain
Parasite
Terrified
Within my dreams resides
Paralyzed
Left to die
Vanity sings
Lives that you claim, fresh graves
Lay me to rest
I don't wanna feel again, bask in your ill intent
Slave to the fame, what did you gain?
Nothing
Died as you came, leech
Draining the life all that's left is the sting
It still creeps up
Why won't you just
Drown
So I will gladly bite the hand that feeds
I'm not your target
I'm manic and self loathing
I'm itching just to find release
I've buried all that's left to give
I've self destructed
I've embodied this endless disorder causing me to break
Break
Break
Break down
A vicious cycle, an unrelenting f*cking coaster
A nightmare that doesn't end
I'm done