Myles Optimystic - Off That Way Lyrics

I wrote you into my life and I can write you back out
If that's what needs to happen but I don't know right now
That doesn't mean I love you any less or more but
The pain is all too much to endure
So will I numb it? For sure
It's just another mechanism to cope with
'Cause I will not accept another heart that's broken, if
It's always fixed then I can just not miss
And there's noth-ing to lose if there was no-thing spent
No time, or flames of passion
No rhymes, **** all of that
I tried, to stop my patterns
But they just came back
Now I'm, locked in a cabin
With my, issues abandoned
Abandonment had me stranded
Now that's what I lack
Ironic... and it's constant
I fed into vices once or twice
Divisiveness slices and cuts
Me up worse than a knife
In my side
When I'm gushing anguish
Reframing
What I once painted and if
The brushes break before
My chance to paint again
At least there is no pain again
Then maybe there is no gain again
And nowhere to place the blame again
Maybe we're better off that way
Off that way
You name these words and take them in
The direction you are acquainted with
A feeling I just can't shake again
Maybe I'm meant to drop this game
Off that way
Off that way