N4T - Home (Brugmansia) Lyrics

I'm Outside, having thoughts of my bredrin
In the nights that followed, the plague made an entrance
BBC news articles, widda sentence, from his brothers
Yet for the fiends, there's no sentence
Ughhh
The painnnn in a syllable, "discontinued" case by the MET
When my needs aren't met
Am I the one to blame, for being cynical?
When change aint visible?
They associate, £20k, to a mate, a life's worth more
But expect no ridicule? Huh?
Fifteen, I'm finding out the identities
The feds don't listen I guess, but the streets, it ever speaks
It never sleeps, I'm plotting a revenge
Not the perfect peace I pictured, but peace nonetheless
I put the ps down, I put the p in a ped
They thought I had no p, coz I was focused on my ed'
They never saw me, I was posted at the morleys, waiting for the walkies
Nah, no talks g
I got this metal, and I'm quick to make a leg shake
Do this job one time, then headed on the m way
Hiding out, scour round, holding out, what, homies now?
NFL, get man down
Ima buy me 10 yards, and build it on your mothers house
Nah I gotta ride out, Nah I gotta kill them, before suttin kills this high now
Equipped with the sutton, I'm tryna done a man from High Down
Lately, my minds been foolish, surely, I cant feel all of this, and, still not do things
I seen man run from his wife and the kids, coz he got a new child on the way
Tryna balance out, two, tings
And I seen man blew (blue) with the dots and I guess, that's right on cue
When he pull (pool) sticks
Pleaseee
My brudda dont lose it, when all the bloods rushing to your head
And the snaps of you dead, and then you regret, tryna act all ruthless
I ain't never had regrets, from the drugs to the sex
When I talk this sin curse that I bear, I abuse it
AND WHAT
I can take mans life, and my nigga keep the sticks near the white like thyme and rice
I ain't paid that price, but I'm storming through the high street
And when this ting lands, there's no point of man taking flight
He's gonna lay there nice
Playing with my mate, and the games, he's a snake, in my eyes
He warn roll that dice
And he thinks he's bad coz he does rolls with guys, nuh uh
You best change that line
Thinks he's bad coz he just rolled on a guy, that had a normal life, and
You're not bad coz you killed him, why?
"..f*ck, is this the violence that they prophesied, heads sliced off, I wouldn't care if they apologi-"
She stopped me, in the middle of the street
Short, and stubby black legs, but rosy in the cheeks
Suddenly, my legs became weak and
Aunty waved a flyer in my face, then she did speak
"He has awoken, Haven't you Heard?
Messiah, The Chosen
Kingdom has opened, crown of dead roses
In your last days, son, what is your focus,
See your soul is so homeless
I see your anger,
Blacked for an x, you're less of a panther
Beware of the manda, I know that you're scared, think, is this the answer?"
I couldn't STAND her
I shift right
She prodded at my chest, and then
The leaflet, pressed instead, it read
"Nathaniel said unto him,
Could any good thing, come from Nazareth? Philip said unto him...
Come and see!"
Come and see,...come and see?
I have to see, what could this be, God knows me
Maybe I was mad at myself, crying for help
She brought me, to the brink of tears, then I ran somewhere else
HOME
I had to get home to my mum
I was warned of the kingdom come, thy will, sure be done, so, so
The hate laid bare on heart
I didn't know, where else to place it, except in my yard, wid GOD
HOME