N8 - Apology Lyrics

Lets take it back to the days
Talking grade 9
Remember all the nights
When we used to facetime
You was my lil shawty
Yea you was my lil dime
But i f*cked up
Now you no longer mine
But i f*cked up
Now you all on my mind
But i f*cked up
Wish i could go rewind
But i f*cked up
Yea so many times
Aint no living in the past
Gotta leave that shit behind

But i aint mean to break ya heart
We was never really supposed to be together from the start
Im the one who caused ya tears
Ya i made you cry a lot
Say you wasted all those years
And i tore your yo shit apart

Oh no
What am I to do
All of these bitches
But none compare to you
Stuck between this love
And tryna keep my pockets blue
Keep it 1hunnit w me
Ill keep it 1hunnit w you babe

Ya parents never liked me
And they chose to never meet me
Ya mom tracked ya location
Making sure you never see me
But you kept on coming over
Cause the D i give so pleasing
Now we acting like strangers
Out in public when you see me

3 Years went by
Omg time flies
I made a lot of promises
And told a lot of lies
You waited and waited
And you stood by side
But i kept on f*cking up
Babygirl i tried

Hey baby im sorry
This is my apology
Take me back and you will see
That i have changed that side of me

Yea
I done changed that side of me
I changed myself now im better
I just hope that you can see
Im ballin in any weather
Why they hatin all on me
Im floating just like a feather
When im smoking on the tree
These people be so suspicious
Like a f*cking mystery
I learned to be by myself
When my mom decided to leave
I never asked fo no help
I got that shit by any means
And f*ck anyone who doubtin
Cause a nigga will succeed

I gotta go get this money
I cant just be another dumby
Im out here pushing this weight
Lemme tell you this shit aint funny
I remember dressing so bummy
These niggas was tryn clown me
And now they wan be my friends
Well nigga get f*ck from round me

I done bossed up
I done changed
Now im seeing better days
Except for when im down and
And thinking bout you
That bring so much pain
Wish i could go back and undo
Cause it shouldnt be this way
I wanna hold you down forever baby
Can i be ya mane