God I know you're not really real but i've got something to say to you
Really talking more to myself does that just enrage you
I'm waiting on the dawn
Lost in my own bed thinking will i ever be someone
Will i ever have something in my own name cuz even that my mamma gave me
If i believe
What if i believe
So i win
Find some mine
So i win
Try to find
Find him
Make me lie make me pry make me sing make me try
Make me feel alive
I don't need to pull it together
If you're gunna ignore me then i'm doing whatever i mean
You've noticed my behavior i've been waiting all along
If you know what's right then prove me wrong i swear i'm sold
A little bit smarter than my peers
A little bit hungrier than she is
A little bit too soft with the mean shit
I mean what's the deal with leaving
You tell me don't believing
Oh well i'm mad
And i'ma hold on to that feeling
Sometimes you find and it's real
Sometimes you lose lose and deal
Sometimes you break and don't fix
Sometimes you take and don't give
Hey you
You know i'm not about conflict
I'm just trying to resolve this so
Tell me
Is it true